Somehow I managed to be done with work and not once leave my chair.
*sigh* I am still nervous about the swim tomorrow.
I know, I know... I am a COMPLETE dork and I should not be nervous at all. I will even go as far as to list all of the reasons that this pit should not exist, but somehow there is lies.
I guess it is inevitable with me. I get into certain situations and I just feel nervous.
Are they going to like me? *bites nails*
Are they going to laugh at me and my blue swim-cap (with matching blue
goggles)? *bites nails*
Aare they going to even acknowledge that I exist? *bites nails*
Are they going to wonder how I have forward motion given that I have a lot of
I really wish that these questions were the source of the pit. But they re not.
Meeting up with the RBFers the first time in Arizona this past January I had this same nervousness I am feeling today.
So that is my fear. Not swimming. Not running. Not biking. Not even meeting new people, per say.
A very happy Jenn witha very happy Mike after a few martinis
So with that load off of my chest - I bid you ado until tomorrow when I will recap the swim meetup with FAST. ;)